I have been peeking back at the past more than I am supposed to these days. It is something I cannot control, as these thoughts are brought by my subconscious. What am I so hung up on? What am I holding on to?
A possibility of things going my way.
Being in the now, I realise that there are things I could have done differently. Feelings I could have avoided. People I could have brushed off.
But then, we are the sum of our experiences – be it good or bad. Else, how are we supposed to be better than we were yesterday? Every wrong turn we made, every hand we held, every heartbreak has brought us to where we are now, and we can only be grateful for that.